I just want to inform you all that I'm not going to post here anymore. It's because I left TSR, and I'm planning on starting a new Internet life from scratch. So yes, I will get a new account, and I would highly appreciate it if none of you tried to figure out what it is, or where it's located. I just want to be left alone.

This will be my last post, so I would like to say goodbye to anyone who's reading this.

No, that wasn't supposed to be a typo. Read it and weep.

I hate that place. It's nothing more than a nightmare. Every day, there's drama there. People there can complain about the littlest things. Now, it's practically transformed into a warzone. I wish not to take part in it.

It's filled with bullies as well. Not too long ago, I made a bit of a mistake when I was posting in a certain thread. Another person walked by and saw my post. Instead of calmly suggesting that I probably should edit it or something, you wanna know what he did? He laughed at me. LAUGHED. Can you believe how immature that is? I also noticed just this morning that someone stole a sprite of someone else's fancharacter and used it. WITHOUT PERMISSION.

That fandom rant topic is probably the biggest mistake that ever happened. All it does is point at "n00bs," as they're so called, and laugh at them. I'm quite sure that most of the members there used to be n00bs as well. Why must they stoop low to laugh at the person that they once was?

The only reason why I still pop up there on occasions is because of one person. In my eyes, she's an angel who can do no wrong. I know that she would understand what I'm going through right now. I want to say "thank you" to that one person, if you're currently reading this.

I'm sick of being left out of things. I'm sick of being pushed around by others and being told what to do. Most of all, I'm sick of the drama. I don't care if I get banned or have my account removed because of this message. After all, it probably would be the correct thing to do.

I now know what Hell looks like, because that used to be like a second home to me. 

Current Mood: enraged
Current Music: None

I feel so blind right now...

I can't believe that I haven't noticed a thing until just now, when it was finally revealed. A friend of mine on that same forum that I was talking about in a previous entry has decided to leave. I am currently praying that this is only a temporary thing, and/or he was joking around. 

I have myself to blame for most of this. I suppose you could say that I was once "canon" with him (although the whole idea of couples involving other people from the forum was intended to be a joke originally). I had no idea that I might've possibly hurt his feelings simply because I didn't want to be canon with him anymore.

Another fad on that same forum is fan-character pairings. There was a character of his that he enjoyed pairing up with another person's character. Ironically, I had a character of my own that I also liked pairing up with that same other character, thus creating a bit of "interference" and practically isolating that character of his, making him singled out. 

To feel left out of things...I can definitely relate to that. However, my primary intention was that this misfortune would not occur with someone else, especially with a close friend of mine. Whether he still considers me as a friend or not remains a mystery to me...

Current Mood: guilty
Current Music: "How to Save a Life" - The Fray

My new Blaze icons > All 

Unfortunately, it's very difficult to capture various emotions of her, since she's pretty much emotionless throughout all of Next-Gen. However, I looked through all the cutscenes of Silver's story, and I'm pretty satisfied with what I found. They aren't the best ever, but I'm not very picky when it comes to these kinds of things. XD

Just today, I had Firefox installed onto my computer. I dunno if I like it very much though...in all honesty, I'd rather stick back to good ol' Internet Explorer. That way, I won't have some stupid spell-checker program thingummy looking over at my mistakes. I'll spell things the way I want to, thank you very much! -_-;;

I must've lucked out in school today. I almost consider the 70/100 that I received on my math test a blessing, since I did not study at all whatsoever. Ironically, the people who got below a 70 had to get a parent's signature. Must be my lucky day! XD

Well, I'm off to bed. I need to catch up on sleep anyway...

Current Mood: tired
Current Music: "Square One" - Coldplay

Answer this question for me. Have you ever been in a situation when you're really good friends with two people, but those two people got caught in an argument and they now hate each other? And...no matter what you try to do, you just can't seem to get them back together again?

It happened to me. I just happened to be the one in the middle of the situation.

There's a forum that I go to. I love it there; call me crazy, but it's like a second home to me. The people are friendly, you can freely express your opinion on whatever you want and not get brutally murdered for it. What's not to like?  I no longer get that warm feeling whenever I come there though, thanks to the situations that I have to endure every single day. 

I've tried a lot of things to get these two back together. However, if I spend too much time with one person, the other instantly gets jealous, which only adds on to how much they hate each other already. It makes me think that I should just leave that forum for a while, just so they can make up already and everything will return to normal.

What these two seem to think is that I'm some sort of miracle-worker who will ALWAYS come to the rescue and help solve their problems. I think that they both should be a little more independent (and if either of you is reading this right now, I am not trying to offend you!). I'll help out as much as I possibly can, but I'm not always gonna be there for them! I'm only 13, and I have many problems of my own as it is.

What should I do? Should I just leave both of them alone for a while, or convince them to start talking to one another again? I want everyone to be happy. I'm not happy at all, though.

Current Mood: discontent
Current Music: "Nemo" - Nightwish

ZOMG WTF SAYBULL GAWT AN EL JAY!11!11!!1!!1!!11BBQ

Yes folks, I'm here too. I remember making this account somewhere around October 2006 but I didn't even touch it until now. XD

To put it simply, I cannot stand dA (deviantART) anymore. There are just so many n00bs prowling around there, and by now I've been able to realize that their population can only go in one direction - up. I will take residence here for now, as this place seems a lot like dA, only I haven't even encountered any n00bs as of yet. Shmeh, who knows; I may end up liking it here a lot. ^^

Not much to say in this entry, really. Whenever I join a new website, I get very nervous about what to say in my first post...

I already recognize a few people from UB, so I'll [hopefully] be able to just blend in with the crowd rather than end up being portrayed as an outcast.

Ta-ta for now! ^^

Current Location: Home
Current Mood: happy
Current Music: Silence